Name: Enoch Feedback: The countdown on the terminals tells me this will be the final cycle, so I suppose I should begin to say my goodbyes while there is still power to make this glamour readable.
In truth, however, I do not know how I should begin, Ruana, save one thing: I understand. I pity you.
In my time here, I have come to understand part of why you act the way you do. As another immortal human many times your junior, I cannot imagine the entirety of its extent. You must be so tired.
I have learned from you that some forms of madness cannot be understood without having a taste of it first. I have learned from you that it is possible to begin to descend into madness and still hold on to oneself.
I can only hope that from all of this, you have learned something as well. I hope that someday, you will be able to play real games, and enjoy the company of others without hurting them. I hope that someday you will understand what it is to respect a person, and this will allow you to find the love that you so seemed to adore last year.
May some other world take you away from here as Meridian took me from mine, so that you may recover, and perhaps rest, as I was able to rest for a time in Meridian.
I cannot say I am grateful, but if you have learned even one thing, if you have grown even a little, I cannot say I regret, either.
I cannot extend forgiveness, but I do extend sympathies and hope for the future. In case this is the last time I am able to say anything to you: Farewell, Ruana. May the future find us both of sounder mind than this.
this totally got in here on the 25th shhh
Name: Enoch
Feedback: The countdown on the terminals tells me this will be the final cycle, so I suppose I should begin to say my goodbyes while there is still power to make this glamour readable.
In truth, however, I do not know how I should begin, Ruana, save one thing: I understand. I pity you.
In my time here, I have come to understand part of why you act the way you do. As another immortal human many times your junior, I cannot imagine the entirety of its extent. You must be so tired.
I have learned from you that some forms of madness cannot be understood without having a taste of it first. I have learned from you that it is possible to begin to descend into madness and still hold on to oneself.
I can only hope that from all of this, you have learned something as well. I hope that someday, you will be able to play real games, and enjoy the company of others without hurting them. I hope that someday you will understand what it is to respect a person, and this will allow you to find the love that you so seemed to adore last year.
May some other world take you away from here as Meridian took me from mine, so that you may recover, and perhaps rest, as I was able to rest for a time in Meridian.
I cannot say I am grateful, but if you have learned even one thing, if you have grown even a little, I cannot say I regret, either.
I cannot extend forgiveness, but I do extend sympathies and hope for the future. In case this is the last time I am able to say anything to you: Farewell, Ruana. May the future find us both of sounder mind than this.
-Enoch